Young And Restless

Apr 30, 2014

Apr 30, 2014

"I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life."

—Robert Polito, from Please Refrain from Talking During the Movie (via wallflower-musings)

(via writingsforwinter)

Apr 29, 2014

Some people settle
But others are hopeless
Hopeless romantics
Hopelessly in love
Hopeing to find the one
But when you’re so willing to give up
And settle for someone
Without the butterflies
And the happy moments
What’s the point of it anyways
The minute you feel like everything is crashing down
That no one could ever want you
Or need you
Or love you
You met someone who sees you
For the person you’ve been trying to show everyone else exists inside you

Apr 28, 2014

Are you awake?
You really should be
It’s 3am
And I’m hardly breathing
This gloom has taken over me
These shadows of my pain
Have begun to control me
Don’t let him in
Don’t get to close
I can’t love you
If I can’t love myself

Apr 28, 2014

My sadness heightens
When I’m around you
I can’t move on
When I constantly see you
How can I breath
When you steal all my air
I need you
But you’ll never be there
I’ll think about you all the time
But I’ll never cross your mind

Apr 28, 2014

I wrote the words I love you
In the sand last summer
I wonder if you knew I meant them
That every time I walk the beach
On a beautiful day
I think about how you wanted to be there
Walking with me
Even if it took us no where
But the truly sad part
About all of this
Is now that you’re here
There are a million different places you’d rather be
Because walking on the beach
And writing notes in the sand
Are nothing but meaningless nonsense to you
I am meaningless nonsense to you

Apr 28, 2014

You were the sun
And I was the earth
I circled around you
And you just stayed still

Apr 28, 2014

You found out that I have a problem with self harm
Yet you still push me
To my edge
Knowing I’ll collapse
How does it feel to raise a fuck up Someone who will never be as good as you want them to be
Who won’t bend over backwards
For every one of your selfish needs You’re destructive
With your words
That you can’t seem to realize
Cut sharper than than the razor that takes away my pain

Apr 28, 2014

"My mother warned me
About drugs in baggies
Sold on the street
That talking to strangers was wrong That you should never run with scissors And that when you break something
You can’t just fix it
That you can glue it back together
But it will never be the same
But she never warned me
That you’re smile
Would be my own personal heroin
She never told me
I’d pour myself into your eyes
Like a glass of fine wine
Or thay you could get drunk off of someone’s smell
I’d drink it in all day
I think you’ve made me an alcoholic
She never taught me
That saying hello to a complete stranger Can change your life forever
That taking chances could be the best chance you take
She always told me never to run with scissors
But you’re embrace has the same effect And you as a person have that same effect
I’d take the chance of getting stabbed If it meant in return
I’d get wonderful memories
Beautiful nostalgia
And kept promises
If things get broken
It will fix itself
I think something’s just need time to heal
As long as we don’t give up on each other I don’t think I could even imagine
Giving up on you
You’re dragging me under
And there’s nothing I can do
I’m afraid of falling
But you’re a risk I’m willing to take
I’ll be fine
If I’m falling for you"

Apr 28, 2014

"Every time you show your feelings, you apologize. Have you ever had an emotion in your life that you weren’t ashamed of?"

—R.J Anderson, Ultraviolet (via endangerment)

(Source: baker-94, via demonic-passions)